Some people don’t quite understand how hard it is to move on from people. It’s hard. but that’s just something we unfortunately must experience in life.
There’s nothing quite like watching all of your friends become people you don’t want to be friends with. It’s like watching the most delicious strawberries rot or like out growing your favourite shirt.
We need to stop caring so much about those who resent us so heavily. There will always be people who dislike you and there’s nothing you can do to fix that. We all have to keep moving forwards.
You can’t stay in the water wondering why the shark bit you, sometimes you have to move on and hop out the water because truth is, you’ll never find a way to stay in it and not get bitten.
I miss the way my friends used to be. I would pay so much to have that version of them back. Nowadays though, I barely consider them my acquaintances. Usually, you find that friendships slowly fade out and you may wonder what happened to it on a random Tuesday night. Other times, they silently resent you and burst out at you when the time strikes. I wish that didn’t happen.
I still struggle to accept how much they hurt me. I never bring it up when i’m around them; even though I know they are talking behind my back to my best friends. It’s so hard to stick around them when at heart i’m still questioning how they can even be in my presence after what they did to me.
I’ve slowly moved on emotionally and find that now I can move forward but their presence never disappears. They have made something so hard to do both really easy and incredibly hard.
If you’ve experienced something similar, don’t look back. Be resilient. Walk away. Keep on moving because, in these situations, there can be nothing more to say.
