Mind racing

Body shaking 

Adrenaline rising 

No compromising 

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I can’t see

This isn’t me

Too afraid to let it be 

Manic episode 403

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Mania is fun

It makes me the one

But I know i’ll fall down

When I hit the ground 

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Mind racing

Body shaking

Adrenaline rising 

No compromising 

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A ball of energy now

I’m god’s pinball pal 

He chucks me up 

And spins me, FUCK

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How do I stop?

My mind will surely rot

I’m not in control 

I tried a racing stroll

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Mind racing

Body shaking

Adrenaline rising 

No compromising 

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As the clouds cast over 

And I remember i’m sober 

I remind myself 

This is temporary wealth 

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Now it’s time 

To give up on this rhyme

To soothe and survive 

Soon I will thrive